My computer system completely crashed last week and at the same time Xfinity decided not to let me access my email (though they say I should be able to get in, my phone and new computer can't get there). In addition, my hard drive was corrupted so I lost vast amounts of info that somehow never made it to my external hard drive. This basically means that I am floating through space a bit, unable to connect with people the way I usually would; busily trying to remember all of my passwords :)
Sometimes, life just throws those curve balls! At times like this, I realize that I'm having a lesson in surrender. I'd like to control and manage my life well; but life is messy and that is often impossible. So be it. All will unfold as it should despite my machinations.